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Blaine Anderson - Keep yourself together

So… I guess this is a character study? I started it almost 4 months ago, with the project being stalled countless times, but after Blaine’s Cough Syrup performance my inspiration came back. I’m not going to copy my entire youtube description because, once again, I used too many words. So in short: I tried to explore the side of Blaine where he’s struggling to keep up his charade of the happy, bouncy but calm guy, the one that is so eager to act out the mask that the cheerful music provides him. The side where he wonders what he’s doing wrong, when all he tries to do is help, but he can’t afford it to break down because he feels like he’s not allowed to. yes, obviously I’ve been reading too many blangst fics and headcanons, sue me 

warning: this isn’t happy. at all. if you don’t like that, I advice you not to watch.

Absolutely stunning - seriously, thank you.

When you take it all like this, it’s even clearer that the Blaine onstage and the Blaine in everyday life never used to come together…until Cough Syrup. He finally found a song that he didn’t use to hide himself - and he shared it with the only person who has ever truly known him, protected him and who actually brought him back to life and made him stronger.

Also, knowing Blaine uses boxing to manage his anger and frustraton so gives an insight to why he is so tactile with Kurt. He uses his hands for everything, but with Kurt he can use touch to express love without any fear of rejection or revulsion.

I love Blaine Anderson.

(via bubblegumbea)